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Anonymous
I am a little ashamed to ask for prayer about this. But I am scared, and prayer and God is all that has gotten me through lately. The backstory is, I have delt with a lot of depression over the years. And anxiety. An abusive relationship when I was younger, that still affects me to this day. Fast forward to when I am married, my husband and I wanted to have children. He ended up not being able to (infertility issue) unless we did IVF (invetro- fertilization). We were seeing doctors, actually about to start the process when he dropped the bomb on me he didn't want to go through with it. (Risks to health of the baby and a few other reasons). I fell into deep depression. Isolated myself not talking about the issue, since I didnt want to demasculate him talking about his infertility issue. I 100% know that not being able to have a baby helped fuel my drinking of alcohol. I began self medicating with it. I got sober last year for a while. Relapsed and recently I got a DUI. First time in my life being in trouble like that. I have not drank since that day I was arrested and taken to jail for detox. I am now 5 months sober. I am asking for prayers to continue in my sobriety. And I am asking for prayer that I won't have to go to jail. My court date for DUI is in December. I KNOW I was wrong to drink and drive. I am trying to make amends, and have no intention of ever drinking and driving again. I am terrified of going to jail. If anyone sees it in their heart to pray for me, I would be so grateful. Thank you for reading this, and I pray blessings for you.